This is a post from 2005 on a OLD version of the forum that we held onto as we thought the questions and response were worth the read. Randy
Posted by Seeker of the sacred truth on Jan-06-05, 05:22 PM (MST) Ascension
I do not have anyone in my live who understands me, that I could tell this to so I thought I could post it on your web site and someone could respond who wishes to help me on my path to Ascension.
I have a few questions about Ascension. One problem I have been dealing with believes that I am unworthy part of this belief comes from my child like faith that we are all sinners, but I believe that no mater how far we have fallen from the light I believe we can come back to the light. Over five years ago I began a spiritual quest to find the truth and I believed I had to leaved my childhood faith to do it, but being young and without wisdom I trusted people who did not have my best interest at heart. Today I am a 27 year old college student that lives at home wanting with all my heart Hoping to ascend, but I feel my family would not understand, but knowing the truth I cannot live a lie any longer.
While on the outside I seem ready for Ascension I don’t believe my mind is ready for it, feelings of being unworthy come from me giving in to my shadow selves and letting my mind become polluted. It just seems no mater how much I try to be perfect or what I conceive to be perfect The fact I try makes me unsuccessful.
Part of my struggle comes from feelings of loneliness I get from being deferent and being single, as I believe my spiritual growth is limited by not having a partner. One of my shadow selves is an addiction to pornography that I do not know how to overcome, another fear of being unaccepted by my family and friends.
Here are some of my questions about Ascension
Can anyone ascend? Say even some one who thought they were as bad as a demon?
If the dark side is in the poses of rejoining with the light can we still save our planet and those that whom do not know where to look to find their way back to the light?
Are their any rules to Ascension? Like can you cast spells to help you ascension, high magic if you are a magickian, shaman, or wizard?
Can the masses such as 6 billion people ascend?
I feel a warm energy around my heart chakra when I am doing something spiritually productive/positive and a painful feeling when I am doing something not so productive/negative what is that called and why does it happen?
Some times when I look at my aura there is a blinding light around my body mostly when I ask for help from my guides what is the blinding light?
I know that these are kind of weird question but if anyone could just answer a few of them they it would bring greater wisdom on my path which I desperately need.
I thank you all who have read this may you be sent love and light from me, humankind and their helpers.
1. "RE: Spirituality/Ascension " Posted by Amanda on Jan-13-05, 11:22 AM (MST)
I will try to give some advice to your posting. I hope that it can answer some of your questions.
First off I would like to congratulate you on your ascension. Believe it or not by you taking on any path of truth is an ascension.
You stated your feelings of lonliness very often in your posting. Most of us feel a path of truth is a lonely road. When you feel you're going crazy because you are experiencing things that most people are unable to comprehend - it gives us comfort to know that we are not crazy. That other people do have these similiar experiences or feel that there is something beyond what we've been taught. What you are feeling is very normal to us who are going through the same thing. It's great to have a spiritual partner of some kind.
You mentioned that you were addicted to Pornography. I myself am a very sexual being. My husband once told me he thought I was very sexual because I am so responsible in every other way that my sexuality is my only release to have true freedom. I don't go around having sex with everyone however, I do enjoy sex and want it very often. My point is that you beat yourself up too much. You are so at odds with what you've been taught vs. what you feel in your heart to be okay.
It's unfortunate that you've trusted people who have let you down - most of us have. The great thing about it is that you keep trying. As much as you have had disappointments - you are willing to keep trying, that in itself is ascension.
Let me suggest "Spiritual Madness" by Caroline Myss. Great for what you are going through and will answer so many of your questions. Helped me out big time.
I'm interested in your thoughts about this book or cd/tape if you decide to get it. You can e-mail me through my webpage at
http://www.themoonlodge.blogspot.com Good luck with your ascension.
2. "RE: Spirituality/Ascension " Posted by Randy on Apr-25-05, 02:13 PM (MST)
Hey Seeker, Welcome to the site.
I agree with Amanda that most people feel lonely while they are on a spiritual path. that is completely normal. Part of feeling lonly is that we have put up a wall in a matter of speaking that keeps our guidance and higher self from assisting us and so we feel "alone". If you learn to automatic write with your life guide and higher self they can assist you in every part of your ascension process. The homepage has a link for a page that talks about automatic writing and how to do it. there are also many links to writings and audio files that talk about our familys journey to ascension (in process *S*) that you might find interesting/helpful.
Those of us that are consciously on the ascension path are a small percentage of the population and so we struggle with the collective consciousness of the population that thinks it isn't possible, or it's only for "special" people etc... to ofset these things try meditating or focusing on what is "true" in the core of your being. let that "gut instict" guide you as to what is or is not possible. in truth everything IS possible, it is only our Belief other wise that prevents us from realizing our true potential as an ascended being now. Look at your thoughts and beliefs. truly look. you will find that there are many things you believe that are societal, family or even church related that don't "feel" true to you. honor that feeling. there are issues we all grew up with that say we are not worthy of something or that we are not special enough. or were a sinner or, or...
most people that are seeking Gods truth leave the faith of their childhood because it has limitations that cannot be reconsiled with what you know in your heart. that is normally the starting point for your journey.
Can anyone ascend? YES. are they ready spiritually, emotionally etc to do so? NO. Most people are not of a high enough vibration to ascend in this life. Ascension is a process like anything else. If you were to put ascension on a scale with ascension being 700, than most people arent even in the 600's. ascension is a personal journey and experience. Up to this time most people that "ascended" did so by completing their wheel of karma and through forgiveness of self no longer incarnate on the planet. they then have ascended and are Ascended Masters or Arch Angels.
At this time there is a energy available to us that will aid many of us to Ascend in a different way. Some people have accomplished this all along, but most of us werent ready. Now it is possible to Ascend here on earth. which is letting go of all the limitations, fears, expectations.. that hold us in our limited form allowing that part of us that is God/soul to express without these limitations. All that you are!
I would highly recommend you go to the homepage and look for "the source and back" along with the other info on the Dharlja's. etc... it will aid you in understanding what ascension in body is as well as connect you with those who have already done so.
A series of books that would be helpful in the understanding of ascension in body is "The life and teaching of the Masters of the Far East" by Baird T. Spaulding. It's a 6 book set. He met and lived with those that have already acomplished "in body" ascension. The are great books.
The planet is beyond Needing to be saved now. She will go through a healing / cleansing prosses but she is just fine. *S* all that remains is staying focused on your path and praying for those that struggle to find the light and God within themselves.
rules to ascend? look within, look within, look within!! spells, charms etc.. are of the world and are basically used to control others in some way. the journey to ascend is all about looking within until you find self at the deepest core and work on clearing out all the darkness that is there within. All of us have that and it is part of the process. get rid of the false beliefs (unworthiness, sinner) limitations (I can't statements, thoughts) expectations of self/others (I or they have to)
warmth or pain of the heart area. to me that is Soul/spirit self letting you consciously know that you are acting in alignment with your conscious path of ascension or not. when you help others it uplifts and feels good. when doing something not so positive it lowers your vibration and feels bad. also probably closes down the heart chakra. basic message is stay focused on your TRUE desire. ascension
The blinding light is an expression of your guides energy and love for you. When you SEE the light around you it is his/her way of letting you know they are there and trying to help. be sure when you ask for help of your guide that you give them permission to do so.
One of the hardest things for most people to deal with is going off on a path that their friends and family don't understand. The ascension path definately falls into that category. You will find that when you connect with your guidance and higherself that they will be able to bring people into your life that share your growing understanding and are walking their own path of ascension. many times to truly follow the path you have to walk away from friends and sometimes family. It is hard but the reward of expressing who you are as a son of God is worth the struggle and occasional pain.
BE strong, let your heart guide you and listen to self, and life guide. you will find that which you seek.
Randy
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