Old Forum Ask Engtovo - What Do I Do

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I have many questions and I'm not sure if I'm in the right place but I'm going to ask anyway. If anyone can guide me in the right direction that would be wonderful. I hear & see things. At night when I'm in a state of sleep & awake. I'm scare to death. I have been told by 2 psychics that I have a gift, another one told me that she sees purple all around me and that I should heal people. I don't know what to do about it. Can anyone help me? Am I going crazy?
Thanks,
Carolina

My Response

No you are not going crazy, but when strong gifts awaken unexpectedly most people feel like they are going crazy. I certainly did when my clairaudience and clairsentience heightened and popped completely open in 1989. Before then I had some times I would hear things and feel things but it was mild and I kind of ignored it. At that point though there was no ignoring anything! I had a hard time working at my job, everyone that came into the bakery where I worked I could see everything about them, and I was so overwhelmed by the amount of information I thought I was going completely insane. There is no reason to be afraid of what is happening. It wouldn't be happening unless it was the plan for your soul in this lifetime and the more at ease you are with accepting it as a natural progression of your life the faster and easier the transition will be.

I remember at the beginning I was so sensitive that if I was laying quiet at night and was feeling the energy of my guide and any other entity showed up I freaked out and my guide Bestali would have to say oh that is just so and so. It would always be someone I had met before, but I hadn't yet learned to identify the energies, and anything I couldn't identify scared the crap out of me. For me this lasted about 4-6 weeks. Night time is when it is quiet and easiest for spirit to contact you, so to feel more during the night is not uncommon. The other time that is good for communication is in the shower some of my best inspirations from spirit come in the shower. There is something about the water running over that makes you receptive to receiving inspiration.

I wouldn't worry about what you are to do, like being a healer, that is not important because as you open these things will just present themselves you you over time. If you are to do healing work will will start to feel things about people or see things in their energy and spirit would guide you as to what to do. But it is natural to receive this information whether you are to be a healer or not. It doesn't mean you are going to give up your life and start doing readings  In fact doing psychic readings is not "spiritual" work and most people opening gifts at this time are doing so as a natural progression of raising their vibration. It is our evolution as a human species to do so. Enjoy it just like you would enjoy your other senses of touch, taste smell etc. It is your birthright to have these expanded senses.

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