Old Forum Ask Engtovo - Question About Contacting My Mother

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My mother has been gone for 10 yrs and i didnt have contact with her for 10 yrs prior. Some strange things had been going on around here so i put a digital voice recorder in my daughter's room where the most activity took place. I waited until everything was quiet before i did this. There was a voice on there that said "Look, I can see now" I let my brother listen to it but didnt tell him what I was thinking. He said it sounded like mom. For the past 3 nights my daughter has had dreams about her. The first one: wasnt really clear to her except that mom was trying to talk to her. Second one, she was in a white room and mom was trying to talk her but she couldnt understand because she was echoing, one thing she did understand was she said "I gotta go" like she was in a rush or someone was rushing her, My daughter said she looked different in this one, she was younger and had big blonde hair. Third one, mom was telling her she didnt mean to be cruel to me as she was done that way by her mother, my grandmother. My daughter also mentioned that mom's dad was dead when she was young. I never told her any of the details she was relaying to me. I believe mom has something important to say to me. She was murdered by my brother in 2002 and i never got a chance to tell her how i felt about a lot of things. Ive had many questions about what happened that night. I have many questions in general. About a week ago i saw something in my bedroom when i was awakened. It was a sort of like an electric charge or small lightning bolt kind of thing. It came down and passed over my son and disappeared in the wall. I dont know if it was her or not but i know what i saw my room was completely dark and this thing was lit up. Ive tried doing EVP's and asking questions but dont get anything direct. How can i contact her, not sure how to do so. She was a very angry person in life and i want to know she's happy. Do you have any suggestions about what i can do. I thought about automatic writing but not sure about it.


My Response:  I think your mother has been freed

What I get out of this when I read it is that your mother was perhaps earth bound since her death, which would not be uncommon given that you say she was quite angry and also her having been murdered by a family member. The dream where your daughter saw her younger would be indicative of a change on her level with younger representing a restoration of her soul. Also they were in the white room, which would be symbolic of her finally finding the light. The key to me in all the info is that she is trying to tell you that she didn't mean to be cruel, but was just living what her mother taught her. This would be a message that a soul newly returned to the light and doing a life review to integrate with higher self would want to pass on as she processes the pain she feels about her actions in life.

I would say at this point it is best not to try and contact her directly, but because your daughter has been most open to the message perhaps ask your daughter's life guide to pass any futher message along through more dreams or through the evp specifing that only your life guide or your daughter's life guide may make contact through whatever means you would choose to initiate contact. These two life guides need to have permission to screen you calls, meaning give them permission to be the intermediary and decide for you who can or cannot contact you directly. The reason for this is once a opening is made to one spirit many others oftern see the ability to connect and come flowing through and most of them who are desparate for contact can be earth bound and dangerous. You need to make sure your family is protected from entity attachment.

This is an oportunity for a tremendous healing as you can start to see your mother as a whole spirit instead of the imperfect soul expression that raised you in the pain she was raising in.

Tatiacha

Her Response:  My Mom

You know, that makes sense. You're the first person who has put it like that, it certainly answers my question. I just couldnt understand why all of a sudden this was happening. I have had dreams of her but they were more like memory dreams (I was afraid of her) and not contact dreams. I think she didnt come to me that way because of my fear. A few nights ago i had a dream about her and this time it was different. I wasnt afraid andthere was a baby there (In my dream i recognized the child as being mine, but it wasnt one of my children) mom was thrilled with my baby and i was happy. it was weird, it was almost like she was getting to do what i never allowed he to, spend time with my children. Does that make sense?

First off i will say out of all the sites ive been you answered my question, it made sense to me. I was a little upset that my daughter was having these contact dreams but every time i dreamed of her i was afraid. A week or so i did had a contact dream i believe, in my dream there was me, her and a baby. We were both wearing scrubs as we both worked in a hospital setting in the past. She picked up and baby and was twirling her around. she was really happy. I realized later that the baby was my daughter who had passed when she was 11 mths old. my mother had not seen her grandchildren and i had always wished she had been a part of her life. i feel she got her chance to be united with her grandchild. i dont remember ever seeing her that happy in life. it gave me peace. and amazingly my daughter appeared in a photo taken christmas day.

My Response

excellent!