Spirit Communication

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My own spirit communication ebbed and flowed trough my early life, as a tiny child I could see the grids and would spend a majority of my time alone with my invisible friends but then I remember forgetting the grids I would be almost asleep and would leave my body and see the grids and get scared and wake myself up and try and tell my mom I was afraid of all the lines.  She had no idea what I was talking about!  Then as a teenager I had several experiences that I thought everyone had.  It wasn't until I was about 15 that I realized not every one knew things I knew.  By that time I was pretty heavily smoking pot and using various other drugs though.  I had one poem that came in the middle of the night at about 21 that I recall vividly, I woke up, it was in my head and I was saying shut up I am going back to sleep and realized that "they" were not going to let me go back to sleep until I wrote it down so I got up and wrote it down so they would shut up and I could sleep  at the time it all seemed normal to me and I didn't give it another thought.  It was only years later after I was fully clairaudient that I realized I had several clairaudient experiences over the years.  When my clairaudience fully popped open in 1989 I thought I was going INSANE!  It took several months to come to terms with it.