Hey James I never saw this in here I have been sick for a few months Sorry about that.
It’s not a problem. Thank you for taking time to reply.
What you are describing would be the kind of things that happen when the kundalini is sitting at the third eye level and working hard to pop through the head. So your inner voice is correct that it is almost done. I guess when I wrote the kundalini article people where asking more about the physical things like headaches and not really there more spiritual things like feeling you are expereincing more than one thing at a time. It is possible during that time to tune into your parallel selves through this budding high self connection of the kundalini and actually see things that are happening to the other person even.
As bad as these incidents are while I am trying to work, it would have been better if they had lasted longer so that I could better remember and better see what was going on. I definitely know that I’ve experienced these things in first person (as opposed to third person where I would have been observing). In fact, it has happened several times again earlier this afternoon, and each time it has been too brief for me to remember. I know there was a theme of “unification” in one or two, but I don’t know yet in which context that should be taken.
Since I last posted, not only have I had headaches (which I’ve been so used to for years that I don’t see it as a sign of anything), I’ve also had tingling sensations in the forehead – like a headband was there or something. There are also times when it felt like there were a pair of hands massaging in that same area. It all stopped after a short time and returned after I unsubscribed from the kundalini mailing list I mentioned earlier (for reasons which would take at least another post to explain).
Unfortunately, I do not have any control over when (and how long) this happens. Until I figure out how to fix this situation, I doubt I will be able to tune into my parallel selves. It’s bad enough that I have lost the ability to meditate for a few weeks now (meaning that my practicing yoga nidra is out of the question). If I attempt to do it, I end up going to sleep.
The kundalini itself it not a consciousness but an energy but the energy is direct for higher self and because it is programed in advance, to some people it can feel like it has a mind of its own. I'm not sure how it ever got to be seen as goddess other than it is just so powerful and once started it cannot be stopped so I assume the feeling that is out of control lends one to want to see it as a higher power outside of self. It is a higher power in essence but it is connecting you fully to your inner/higher self so if there is a god/goddess involved, you are it! LOL
About a month ago, I came across a few othe articles about kundalini. I started see what the connection is, although it seems impossible for me to put in words right now. I do know that in some traditions, such as Gnosticism and Hinduism, Shakti is considered the Divine Mother. The individual manifestation is Kundalini, or Kundalini Shakti. So now I could see how others would view Kundalini as a goddess. . . the goddess within. I’m not even sure if making sense here, but after several hours of trying to figure out what to write, this is as close as I can get at the moment.
Interestingly, I noticed one change within me not long after reading your post this past Friday, and a couple of subtle changes this morning. It seems like I’m going in the right direction, and finally I realize I’m not crazy at all! Now, I just need to work on assisting kundalini up through the crown.
Thanks again. I hope you feel much better soon.
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