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« on: September 09, 2009, 07:15:38 PM »

Posted on the blog today.

Don’t get sucked into any of these 999 activities today they are designed to steal your energy. This is once again NOT a 9 year. Writing 09-09-09 as the date is meaningless in numerology. This is an 11 year which is much more significant. Master years (11 &22 years) are often difficult but bring the greatest growth after all is said and done. The significant date this year for the first time is actually 11-11 dark forces want you to ignore that date because you could use it to release all kinds of things that may normally take several years to release. It is an inner date however and not an appropriate time for outer world, group or world meditations. It is a day for PERSONAL growth not planetary healing. Although they are intertwined with the truth that healing ourselves is the most effective thing we can do to bring healing to the world. So don’t give out your energy to dark forces today, ignore this day. On November 11, 2009 spend as much of the day as you can in focused meditation for your own ascension.

In the 20th century…

1901 and 1910 were 11 years

1939,1948, 1957, 1966, 1975, 1984, 1993 were 22 years

We have not had an 11 year since 1910 don’t waste it! For me these 22 years I’ve been alive have all been significant to me with the exception of 1966 when I was only 3 and don’t recall what was going on. They bring life changing events that at the time may not seem to have the significance that they do years later in the forming of your belief systems and who you become. The following year always brings important consequences of the lessons set up in the 11 or 22 year.

In1975 my parents divorced and in 76 my mom and I moved away from all family from Minneapolis to Seattle. This was a huge energy shift that changed my life in ways I cannot even describe. I was also raped during this time which set the stage for all the relationships I would have with men and there was no presence of my father.

In1984 I was struggling to find my identity At the end of the year I took off from my own family in Washington State with a couple suitcases and moved to Honolulu. This didn’t last long and I traversed CA, AK back to MN and ended up back in Seattle in 1985 where I gave birth to my stillborn daughter and experienced my walk-in.

In1993 I experienced my own divorce from a man who brought forward all the unhealed issues with my parents and began my journey of true healing. At the end of the year I moved from CO to AZ and reunited with family there and began the true ascension path.

I certainly could get into much more depth but this is really personal stuff so I just wanted to give you an idea of how important these master years turn out to be. In a 22 year there is no way to meditate for a 22-22-22 day LOL so this 11 year is unique for those of us with awareness. The earth changes are likely to come before our next “scheduled 11 year of 2018 and that will change our whole calendar and numerology of this solar system so the true next 11 or 22 year is unknown. Don’t waste this one.

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« Reply #1 on: October 06, 2009, 11:59:43 AM »

This particular post about 11- and 22 years had me thinking for a while about a few things.

I think in 1984, I remember wanting to wear glasses, thinking about how cool I would look.  It didn't take long for that to happen – allergies to pollen were responsible for the change in my eyesight, or so I was told by a doctor.  Unfortunately, just wearing glass in school back in those days made one a social outcast where I used to live.  I didn't get the better-looking wire frame glasses until late in high school or when I was in college.  The whole saga drastically changed how I viewed myself, and more importantly, how I viewed most people.  I never had much of a social life, and feel distant from the world for years.  The interesting thing about all of this is how I look back at this one thing I wanted and saw how easy it was to have something manifested. . . an ability I don't seem to have anymore unless it is for more bad stuff to happen.

1993 was when I started the automatic writing stuff and (not long after that) getting messages via clairaudience.  Not much was helpful, and I got into all kinds of trouble for giving credence to those messages.  To this day I still don't know who “out there” was the source of those messages, but it contributed to the crisis in faith that I still have today (although to a lesser extent).  I had started looking at some Eastern teachings which some “new age” group was promoting, but back then it was more of a superficial thing.

So far this year, I've had to deal with more of the bogus messages, even as I wonder when the kundalini will finish its work.  Prayer and meditation are getting more difficult – I keep falling asleep whenever I try either, no matter what time of day, no matter what day of the week it happens.  If I don't fall asleep during meditation, my sinuses get congested so that I can't focus.  And, for some unknown reason, I have this need to apologize to a former friend who believes I insulted her years ago. . . an apology for her sake, not mine (in other words, I'm not expecting anything other than knowing that we have reconciled with each other) .  I sent her a message via a social networking site recently in an attempt to do so, but received no reply.  I have no other way of reaching her.  An unresolved matter that remains unresolved. . .

Most importantly, over the past several months I've been gathering more information which suggests that the teachings of Christianity were corrupted early on, due to politics and persecutions (among other things).  Not only that, it said that Jesus went to India to study teachings of the Masters before starting his public ministry in Israel and went back to India after the crucifixion.  When I found that more reasonable people (compared to some of the “new age” groups), such as  Paramhansa Yogananda, were  saying similar things, and even claimed that Jesus taught (and believed in) karma, reincarnation, the existence of kundalini, it all started making sense to me: every time someone taught the essentials, there were always people who would make a religion out of teachings they deliberately corrupted.

It does help that I don't have throw away everything I've learned, but I'm still struggling right now with one thing.  I've been trying to figure out why my prayers (with the exception recently of getting around safely for a few hundred miles with a nail in one of the car tires) never get answered.  Even when I'm not doubting something that I want to see happen, it doesn't.  Regardless of whether I request it from God more than once, it doesn't happen.  Even if I change my view of how God sees me, nothing is different.  I've wondered for some time if it is because of what goes on in the astral plane, and not because of my beliefs.
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